Sometimes it’s funny,
How when everything in life seems right
You feel lost and weary.
Where am I going, have I lost sight?
You find reasons, excuses
Unable to figure out what to do next,
You pause and reach dead ends.
Where am I going, do I really know what’s best?
It’s all been planned, laid out for you,
You’re in for sure, just go for it
Its your job to pursue
But what if you don’t want it, what do you do?
I’m unsure, what if I mess up?
I don’t want to disappoint thee.
What if I don’t live up
To all that you want of me?
I won’t give up.
I’ll try my best.
I’ll push forward, buck up
Give it my fullest.
But what if it isn’t enough?
What if I choke and fuck it all up?
Would you still look at me the same or would it be tough,
All I know is that I don’t know where I’m going, I love you for pushing me, never giving up.
I hope to make you proud.
Believe in me.
A silver lining to every cloud,
Your trust in me.
One day I’ll be the person you think I already am and more.
I promise you daddy.